Sunday, November 11, 2012

Conversation With ego (ego Matrix)


Zombies are symbolic for the ego's in oneself, in which they are dead. This is why you have to shoot them in the head to kill them.
~ A.D. Upchurch 

Who are you?

I see that you want to get straight to the point; however, let me ask you something first. Who are you?

I see what you are trying to do. I will not play your games, so let's just cut to the chase.

Who am I? Hmmmm; let's see. Have you ever looked outside of your window and seen people walking around?

Yes, but It doesn't always happen that way. Usually i'm looking into someone's backyard or something.

Lol! You are so funny sometimes. I did not mean the question to be taken so literally. If I told you who I am--you still would not understand me.

Try me!

My name is Legion. I am your false self.

False self?

You ask too many questions, but yes-- I am Legion as in your false self. I live in your sub-conscious mind. Your bible has spoken of me, but very briefly. It has mentioned of me being what they call the seven deadly sins, but that is such a small idea of what i am.

I see. One of my friends told me that your like the devil in everyone or something.

Hahaha; friends are always so nice. 

Sometimes! Haha

In your 7 deadly sins manual, i am referred to as: Pride, Envy, Sloth, Anger, Greed, Gluttony and Lust. 

Is that all?

No, but those are the basics; titles to your ignorance. However, the reason I am called Legion is because I go beyond that. I exist in your 3 brains: Intellectual brain, Emotional brain and Sexual or Physical brain. What makes it so fun is that I am 3-7 and Legion. I am 3 as in your 3 brains, 7 as in your stupid 7 deadly sins, and Legion as in MANY! I am many because with those 7, I drop down into many sub-categories of those 7.

Let me see if I got this right. You mentioned sub-categories. Let's say that pride can drop down into: Inferiority, Superiority, Shame, etc.

Correct!

Hmmm! So, we can have 100's, 1000's to Millions of these Many in us right? 

Correct again grass-hopper.

Wow! A real life zombie movie.

Haha, if that's what you choose to call it, so be it God.

God? I am no God.

I love it when that happens. I can make you think as I wish you to think, based on your beliefs. You did not even notice that your last response was mine.

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Yes, exactly what I thought. My best weapon is you. You have to be sleep, or even partially sleep for me to live. I make you think that my thoughts are yours. All your lusts, anger and so on helps me to also live in your outside world. I keep heariing all of this talk about the Illuminati, Skull and Bones--on and on.

Are you responsible for that?

Another thought of mine. Haha!

Stop!

Hahaha; do you not see that you are feeding me when you get angry or frustrated? I am just as much responsible for these clubs, sects, denominations, corporations just as much as you because I am you. Not I Am You, but I am you. Don't ask me any questions about the I Am, because I know nothing of that. 

Do you have anything to say about the 5 senses. 

Yes, I have an answer for everything. I am also in your 5 senses. 
Let me ask you something.

Sure

Have you ever had an argument with someone, and you just knew you were right?

Yes

Although I already knew the answer to that--asked anyway. That argument was worthless for both of you because the energy that both of you released was given to my God. 

Whaaaaaattt!

Calm down Mr. Righteous haha

Are you telling me that I helped create those corporations that are controlling us as a humanity?

Yes! You and everyone else that knows nothing about me. My slogan is Don't Think! and Attachment (Weapon of Mass Distraction) is my weapon. You help keep me alive with the religions I have created for you. As long as you human animals fight each other, that is more energy for me and for my God which I blindly hide in your religions. One thing that I know as well is that you are a sexual being, and was created physically through sex. I promote sex on a wide scale because I want you to sacrifice your sexual force to me. 

Woahhh!

If you are feeling bothered by this; maybe I should stop.

No, please carry on.

I have created celebrities, entertainment and whatever else for my own amusement to keep you blind of your I AM.
You have created me in the flesh as well as externally the first time you spilled the cup.

What cup?

I used cup as a metaphor for semen. When you spilled the cup, it caused you to become blind which in turn created me.
I understand that you have to spill in order to create, but it doesn't take all that you have in order to create. Haha

That's a bit over the top.

You are responding with much ego; much of me. Your ego shows alot in this conversation, which is your false self, false personality. Let me ask you something: do you consider yourself an individual?

Yes! What kind of question is that.

A proper one. In fact, you are not an individual until you can obtain one personality. How can you be an individual when you are steady acting like everyone else with your ego?

Hmmmm! 

Hmmmm is a great answer, a great answer indeed. 

How can I get rid of you?

Get rid of me... You can't be serious. Getting rid of me is getting rid of yourself. Pushing yourself out of the way. Killing yourself, which suicides are a generic form of that. Why would you want to get rid of me anyway? We have been having so much fun together.

Now that I have an idea of what you are, and what you have done. I realize that I serve the devil when I serve you blindly.

You got it! Put yourself on a cross and die to Amen.

Who is Amen and How do I do that?

Amen is that which is hidden from you by me, but is in front of your face displayed through nature. You also call it your God. Your questions, haha. You are so ignorant to yourself. It will be very painful to die, and I can see that by talking to you; talking to myself. You will face ALOT of suffering doing it. When you do this work--most people will turn against you. Not consciously, but sub-consciously because I do not want to let anyone go. You are one of those special one's of I AM, and that's why I am letting you know this information. I have to--the contract has been signed.

When you say: I do not like this, I do not like that, I feel like this or that; you are usually referring to me. More simply, I am ego. The thing about your I AM is that it is not letting you know what it is. I AM (AMEN) What are you?

Everything that you see is not really there. It is my reality, which you have made your own through your 5 senses. You actually have more senses, but I have not allowed you to see what else there is. I fear Your Capability, Your I AM, Your Greatness, The Source in which you have come. Sacrifice your false emotions and deal with the suffering if you choose--it will not be pleasant, because I still do not want to let you go. I will fight. If you fight back; then, you have chosen to bite my fruit and I win again. Know that you are suffering for a greater cause, or go into silence when I talk to you. Do not resist, because if you resist; then, I win again. Acknowledge what you are feeling, and tell your I AM that you do not want what you are feeling, and then it will go away. Even though I am telling you all of this--you still will not win.



Why?

Because I will not let you. If we cannot get you with one of us, we will attack you like external gangsters. Go Back To Sleep!




Not meant to be scary, only informative. The ego Loves To Get Attached To Things. It's In Our Intellectual Centers, Emotional Centers, Sexual Centers etc.. It Has To Constantly Be Entertained; Even Following Us Into The Dream World.

The Entertainment Part Of It Would Go Something Like This:
Stacy: Did you hear about what happened with Kobe Bryant?
Lisa: Yeah, I knew he was a dog when he first cheated.
Stacy: She about to get a bunch of money too; that's what he gets.
Lisa: I agree Stacy: Ohhhhhh, how about that new Keeping Up With The Kardashians App.
Lisa: Girllll, you late; downloaded it the other day.
Stacy: Damm! I gotta get me one of those phone's that could do that.
Lisa: Lol! Broke Ass! Stacy: Whatever *itch Lol!
Lisa: Did you know: Justin Bieber and Jaden Smith are gearing up to debut a special New Year's single on "Dick Clark's New Year's Rockin' Eve With Ryan Seacrest 2012" on Saturday night.
Stacy: Whaaaaatttt!
Lisa: Yup! Red carpet dot com girl; found out today.
Stacy: You be up on all that.
Lisa: Got to Stacy: Are you going to church on Sunday?
Lisa: Yeah, of course. You know I love my Jesus.
Stacy: Me too

These two young females know nothing of the ego, (inner enemy) and if you try to kick some "knowledge to them," you might get blown off. It's the same thing as being possessed.
The ego robs us of our energy, in order to think. It strives to dominate us, enslaves us, and feeds our energies into the exterior world, and we wonder why the exterior world has been so corrupted. The basic reason is that we have created it to be this way, with the feeding of the ego, which is opposed to Real Love. It's 2012 now, and we have been informed of these creatures.

King James 2000 Bible (©2003)
Mark 5:9
And he asked him, What is your name? And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: for we are many.

To Be Continued!

QC
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Continued

(whispers) I'm bored, let's talk again shall we?

I was having a nice dream, what is it?

Cocky aren't we?... also your still dreaming.

Sorry about that. I just don't like to be woken up; it makes me angry.

Correction: It makes me angry, not You, and plus your still sleeping.

By the way, who are you again?

Hahahahahahaha! I love it when the will is not used; they tend to forget.

Huh?

I am your false self, ego, but you can call me Legion.

Ohhhhhhh yeah; right. What did you mean when you mentioned the thing about the will?

Let me ask you something first: "who told you that you had free will?"

It's a common thing; everyone says it. 

I am aware of this, but how can one have free will if their choices, lifestyles, food choice, thoughts etc have been manufactured?

What are you saying? Please make it easy for me. 

Let's say that I am your mother and father, which is not far fetched from the truth. I tell you something as a kid, and you believed what I told you from then on, up to adulthood, with no doubts of me ever being wrong. Someone walks up to you and says: "hey, your mom and dad are full of it, why would they tell you such a thing?" You start to have doubts of what I told you as a child, and at this moment you notice something. You notice you're thinking for yourself. You were not born with will; not of your own making anyway. However, you were born free (by right) but I made you a slave. So it really comes down to you having to free the will. The will is only a tool, which is apart of your dna. 

Bizarre! 

My favorite word. 

You mentioned being my mother and father as an example, but you said that's not far fetched from the truth. What did you mean?

You count on me for: protection, survival, food, personality and much more. Isn't it not written in your law?

What law is that? 

This is something you must search for on your own. 

How can I trust you when there is so much dis-information everywhere?

You Can't!

Oh Lord!

Hahaha! What difference does it make? Your talking to yourself anyway. No one else can hear me, see me, or even sense me but you. If you cannot trust yourself; then, you do not have anything.

But you are not me.

Correct, but I am a part of you. Haven't we already talked about this.

Yes, i remember now.

Question: What do you think of when you see the word ment?

Not sure, but if you put an al at the end, you will have the word mental. 

Good Job! I agree; however, if mental is directed towards the brain, what do you think ment means?

It should mean close to the same thing.

Great! Ment means mind. When you have this kind of truth, it helps you along the path. When you have your own business, you often have to put money into the business in order to make more money. Same thing with knowledge; you use the knowledge you have to find more knowledge. Don't just stay where you are, because that will slow you down and stop you from progressing to the egg. 

I'm not even going to ask.

Good! So I assume that you got it.

Yes! It seemed so direct using what I already knew about.

Good! Back to the word ment. Ment means mind, so we now think of the words: judgement, testament, accomplishment, acknowledgement, adjustment and so on. 

Very interesting.

I am going to mention one last thing to you and then I must do a semi disappearing act. 

Okay!

This is taking it back to the word judgement. Alot of people like to say this or that person pissed me off, which is a "statement" I want to go with right now. This statement is a ficticious one, because your I AM or God does not see this as being the case. Your I AM or God see's it like how you see a "schizophrenic," and how they talk to themselves or extensions. Your arguing with someone, but your God see's you by yourself hollering and screaming at yourself. That other person do not really exist; however, they are a figmant of your imagination. You are truly responsible for your own actions, even if I have convinced you to do so. Hahaha, you can't blame it on me either. I am only responsible for holding back the un-pure from making it to the egg. Your God wants the best of the best to return, but reborn through the source, becoming your own salvation. Salvation is not appreciated when it is freely given, but is truly appreciated when one has done all of the self work to obtain it. Praying for a paycheck does not give you a paycheck at the end of the week or bi-weekly. You have to go out there and actually work in order to earn your paycheck. If you don't work for your own salvation, you'll find yourself working for mine.

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I'm Awake Now!


Shhhhh! Only from the astral realm.
    

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